So I didn’t have any one event to blog about, so here are
some random stuff.
All my memories are in third person. Don’t ask me why, they just are. I guess this is more just me editing my
memories since I see myself. It is sort
of like a backshot of my head and the event, but sometimes I see snippets of my
face, which explains my emotions at the time.
On a more depressing note, my arm and my book reminds me of
pain. Mental pain is easy to get rid
of. It fades in time, and can be removed
with lies to oneself. That is how I
handle it I guess, I don’t remember. It
is all just a mind game when dealing with mental pain. Physical pain is the real deal. It doesn’t care what you are thinking. You can’t just massage it away. It all depends on the body, which is separate
from that mind. It throbs and hurts indiscriminately.
Why is it that the end of senior year is the time I have to
work the hardest? Yes this coming from
the guy who doesn’t show his face in class a lot. Too much work, too much I want to do, so hard
to do it all. People who can balance it
all are amazing. I just was trained to
do schoolwork, nothing more. Having
things outside that were never in the picture, so I’m pretty lost right
now. I better figure out something
before I got to college and get more lost.
I don’t know why but I don’t like to talk about individual
events and make it a blog post. I only
wanted to do that for the DI because that was pretty cool. I would rather share my thoughts than events
of my life.
Sometimes I’m sad when I don’t understand others. When they have a talent or hobby I never knew
about, I get mad that they didn’t feel like telling me. You can’t just let be judge you without my
having all the facts, think about my feeling sometimes. (I hope people can understand my sarcasm by now.) Seriously people, tell me about yourself, it
is boring to only explain my views.
This format of mini-thoughts is cool. I should use it more often.
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